she cherished her boyfriend but he always broke her heart

I am a woman in my mid 20’s. I have been in a relationship with a person for 6 years. We are sweethearts and furthermore extraordinary companions. 3 years prior he tricked with some lady and it truly broke me. I couldn’t rest nor eat. I at last chose to stop yet he started asking and I pardoned him tho I couldn’t overlook the entire thing. He is that type who harmed you without consideration. He calls and even talks about your shortcomings to the new chiq. Moving forward.we returned together and we were alright. Anyway we have never broadcasted our rshp in light of the fact that I feel possibly sooner or later he will leave.

everytime she forgived him but he broke her heart again

But couple of months back he duped and broke my heart again. I cried calling him and asking him for what good reason he is doing all that to me. And all he said is he showed signs of improvement and that he never again adores me. And other pernicious things. He even conveyed her to his home and he took my stuff out to a companions house. He made me feel pointless and I had a low confidence due to the things he let me know. I am currently persuaded that possibly he isn’t intended for me. Now,he again requested that I get back saying they are not perfect and he misses me and I did coz I cherish him. But am not settled at all. Everytime I attempt to be glad I understand perhaps it wont keep going for long. I have another person who adores and thinks about me as a companion. And need us to be seeing someone I don’t love him however need him just as a companion. I am currently looking for God’s direction. I need him to indicate me heading of where I ought to go.